nothing’s really… ‘better’. but i just feel better. i feel like i’m starting to get happier again and i really like it. it always happens when i’m on my own. i think i like it better this way. i’m still so bored at home almost every day, i can’t wait to start college again, but i’ve started to see my friends more often, and it’s summer soon, which means i will even more. it’s really reminded me how much i love them. but with all this time on my hands i now have pink hair, and i have a couple of cute dreads starting too, and i’ve ordered some little beads to put in them. just little things like that keep me entertained and happy. i really hope i stay content like this, it’s nice.